heLlo!!!! happy new year!!! i am now at home with my friends from PKS( phor kark see) madelind, jeremy, jian hong, yushu, yan ming, li yao, xin lin..... we were counting down at the temple..... listening the the 108 of the big bell in the temple... it symbolises the 108 troubles and unhappiness we have..... every strike of the bell, try to forget your troubles and stuff...anyway my new year aspirations are: study hard and play less........ dun quarrel with dad so often.......there!!! but then, i always break the new year aspirations... hee hee..... yawn.... getting sleepy....good night(oops?? its morning!!) well.... going to play basket ball in the morning tomorrow and going to yan mings house for a barbecue!!! hee heee.....dunno if it is going to be fun.....good MORNING!!!!!!!!
tsuneharu,
weihan

finally!!! the exams are nearly over....i cannot stand it when it comes to exams.....i am so scared that i might or will retain sia.......then kok chye and the others say i will not because i will be passing my english.....but who says so....i myself got no confidence that i will 100% pass lo.... as for Add Maths......there isn't even a ray of hope at all....... haix......very scared....tml still got Physics and Chemistry MCQ question and CME exam...haha!!!!! mrs wang asked us to study for CME!!! haha........that is like so farnie....what is there to study for CME anyway? mum has been asking me to study study and study since yesterday.......haix... during the holidays i will be going to china for 2 weeks.....it is snowing!!! yEaH!!!! i can finally go and see snow and touch snow too.......i never had a chance.......okok....i gotta log off le...
TsuneHaRu

heyx.....looks like my blogging very the inconsistent.....some times one month also dun have any entry....hahax...ok...interesting part is coming.....on saturday i went to NUS ( National University Of Singapore) for this crystal growing competition thingy....the prof's talk a lot....can talk untill taxol (the thingy to help cure cancer)!!! haha...anyway.... our crystal's were not that bad...still got one MAD person say," Wah!!! this school the crystals not bad right? so bad somemore...." kok chye was like," weihan.....dun look....later they know that you listening to their praises...." haha.........O_O" anyway.....there was reception( you call that reception?)wah lao!!! the plate so small fork so small then so many things to eat...madness!!! haha.....then need to go for 2nd,3rd ,4th serving....so malu....haha....anyway......i went home after that with kok chye and the others......haha as we made our made out of that hall, kok chye was apparently making a joke over sumone....time passed quickly....and wow...i was at home preparing my clothes for the chalet later on...i left the house at2.30 plus and reached the place like at 4.45pm??? haha...the chalet was kinda small!?! thats why 3 apartments were booked....ok....we stayed up all night untill 3 plus? and we slept outside the apartment with one medium sized mattress and two sleeping bags spread out....we layed it nicely on the floor and slept....but was woken up by the many insect bites which started to itch the hell out of us....we went into the apartment and took turn to take our bath...haha....and we din sleep anymore....haha..........
to be continued.......
TsUneHaRu

YEah!!!! i finally change one modem....connection is now faster than ever.....woo hoo!!! yea!! and i passed my Add Maths common test paper too!!! YEaH!!! i am so happy now....haha. tomorrow there will be a teachers day performance a PKS...i am performing as a piano player to lead the flute, soprano's and alto's to sing!!! but then again...i hope i will not screw up in the midst of playing the music like the other time as commander...that was so Embarassing!!! my friends are kinda against everything i say though...i just don't know why........
here's a poem...

I live in a cold-dark lonely place a place as dark as the bruise on my face. There are people around as far as I see But no one – not one - dare I ask to help me. My life is one of anger and fear I’m always afraid when he comes near. I hold my tears as I silently cry Knowing soon his fists will fly. The beatings are hard – so full of hate. Oh how much more can my body take. I’ve learned to separate me from myself It no longer hurts when he uses the belt. I know there are laws to protect those like me But leaving’s not easy – please try and see. My life is colored in black and in blue Please – oh please – don’t let it happen to you. Always remember you are worth so much more Never let anyone push you to the floor. Stand up and know you are somebody good And make him treat you just as he should. The very first time fists come at your face Run as fast as you can to a place that is safe. Don’t do as I do – please do as I say So you won’t be writing these same words one day........
oh well...gotta go now....
signing off,
tsuneharu.....

hi again..... my modem was mad during this period of common test time....i could not even use the internet.......but now it can be used again....thats weird....okok.....COMMON tesT iS oVer!! but...... final year iscoming in 3 weeks time!!! oh dear........okok.......enough crap.......i have so many projects to do like the science crystal growing and loads of homework and folios to be handed in...oh shit!!! i am getting late for tuition.......i popped by to check if everything was fine....okok.... cYax....Lala....... ...... ..... .... ... .. .
tsuNehaRu

last night......my cousin....Shu Min, Wei Xiong, Wei Xiang, Wei Bin my sister and i went to the esplanade there to look at the fireworks.....but my the time we reached there.... we were too late..... the fireworks was over.....connectivity was so terrible that i could not recieve or call anyone.....we went to sit at the bridge and waved happily at those Boat people....haha....some of them waved back too....we played stupid games which were fun and nice.....haha....we proceeded back home and it was already coming to 11.00pm......i managed to go to bed at 12.30am.... that was so longsHiT!!! And just like i mentioned in the last entry....i screwed up deep shit during the PLEDGE!!! i just forgot how to say it!! i was so nervous.....so nervous that i was shaking from head to toe.....shivering....shivering as if i just came out from the freezer...... everyone was staring at me because i for got the pledge.....i feel so pai seh....die liao...... oh well......it is still 12.40pm.....maybe i will make another entry later.....i feel so tired i going to BED!!!

haix....my com internet spoil and spoil....useless thingy..... so difficult to update my blog now a days.... anyway... i am parade commander for a parade at Ah Hood Garden GRC i guess..... oh well...i am so nervous now.... i scared!!!! later my brain block then i die liao......everything finish...the Guest-Of-Honour........guess who?? it is Mr Khaw( the state of health thingy person) scary eh...... what if a say the command suddenly sneeze or cough how??? so lose face unno.....oh yah...i had a quarrel with my dad two days ago..it was on friday night.... he was talking about my attitude and all.....blah blah blah.....i din know what was going on with me....i talked backed....there was this..... this..... strong emotion lurking inside me.....it seemed that i could not control it.... this anger lurking in me....it did not seem to go away..... minutes passed and i just got angrier and angrier....i could not stand it!!!! i felt like i was going to explode like a dynamite going t blow off a quarry or something..... this quarrel seemed to take forever....it did not seem to end......aaRgHh!!!! i was going mad...this emotion was driving me crazy!!!! the arguement seemed to end there when my dad said that i had to check my attitude..... ok....i ended in such a funny way......oh well....i guess i will end today's entry here.........Tatax... i seem to be writing an essay hahax.... but what i said up there was true....
WEiHAn

haix....it been one month before i blogged in le.....this place is getting old.....i am going to reconstruct this place of mine...........there...*dOnE!!* anyway, today was cross-country day at macritchie reservor...... i was a reserve in the competition who was desperately wanting to take over some one who could not make it..... i had good luck with me therefore i got to run in the end...haha.... but i did not know that the route to run was muddy and wet.....oh well.... i had a sharp pain below my lungs.....*ouchies* i did hurt.......i couldnot run anymore.... so pain...i jogged and walked most of the time after the sharp pain came to me...... i managed to finish the run without dying...but i felt asthmatic.....i could hardly catch my own breath and i thought that i was going to die...thats scary..... but...
TOPAZ LOST!!!!! so sad......... i walked home with some of my frens who wanted to come to my house to play badminton.... we went to have roti prata at the famous prata shop near my house and guess what happened? the reciept flew onto the curry!!! and zhi qiang went to put reciept on roy's plate full of sugar......haix.... EwwW....that was disgusting.....*bleaghx* oh well...this is were i will stop..... i am going for dinner at New Fut Kai Vegetarian Restaurant........ cyax......Tsuneharu( weihan )

its been one month since i came back here....woah....look how dusty this place is..better clean it up a bit.....dum de dum...lalalala...scrub a dub...squeaky clean now...yeah!!! ( lame rite.....haha) ok......first... my exam results have been a disaster.....i did not pass 3 subjects.....haix.... how sad...this is just so sad...ANYWAY..... i can't WAIT for FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN TO CuM ouT iN tHE cIneMas SOoN!!!! i can't wait.....check out this webbie on Final Fantasy Advent Chilren http://www.square-enix.co.jp/dvd/ff7ac/ ( rudolf.....dun comment anything on Final fantasy pls...) a few people said that i have lost weight..... haha...i dun think so neh... and...i have been crazy over japanese anime!!! first it was RAVE, then Fushigi Yuugi, then Samurai X and now..... FRUIT BASKET!!!! argh.....i am too addicted liao.....
so many distractions....gonna die........june holidays are passing by so quickly...i just want time to travel slowly so that i can enjoy the peace and forget about all my problems in school...then again...HOMEWORK.....sianx...... loads of them i have to do....why!!! WHY!!!!!!! i going to go mad soon.....isolation at home is no good...i wanna go out......oh yah....i handphone going to spoil liao lor....i think i make the sound so loud untill the speakers are going bonkers.... that's all for today....by the way...i am going to change my background for my blog liao...
TsunEharU

Hey!!!! one week of my exams over liao! left with another week then its over...... haIx....physics paper was a killer and chinese leh... needless to say....i was feeling sick one monday (the chinese paper) blame it on this darn it chinese......makes people sick..... haix....after the chinese test i really could not support my body to stand up that well... my limbs just did not obey me....they felt so weak and tired....i realli felt like fainting....waOh.......how scary it was.....i was then having fever at that time too......38.6 degree C so high lorz..... i still had to go to school even though i was sick....but i made it till today!?!?! HurraY? haha i am feeling ok now liao lor.....that is good news lar..only cough and slight sorethroat nia......but never mind.... today's chemistry paper was not that difficult after all.....haha only someparts i dunnoe....
thats for all.....

Yeah!! i FinaLly have done up my blog!!! *grinX* haix.... exams already... on friday i went to meet eli, weiyao ( rudolf ) elynn at long john's silver to study maths.....(but most of the time joking around) haha.....
all these corny jokes me said........ eli was so careless to drop the whole plate of food on his pants....luckily only a little bit of his french fries dropped on the floor....wei yao then freaked out....he dropped his calculator in the floor....i was like," wOAh! or Weah!" haha forgot what sounds i mad liao... anyway....... i studying chinese too...it's boring and i dozed off......haha how sad.... oh well....i gtg study hard...or my dad and mum will not get my report books signed......haix...

"And so it came to be
this isolation that I am
I can only look to me
to find the way it all began -
this confusion, constant
hunger for something more than this
I strive to find this being
that I envision, yet seem to miss.
Could it be that I am empty-
or maybe a little lost?
Could it be that I am lonely,
or seek happiness at any cost?
This never-ending Something
that I am living deep inside,
depicts the illusion of myself
and all I have to hide."
how i wish that everything would just be over.... i dun wanna be a substitute friend.... everyone needs a fren for company... no man is an island and no one like to be alone.....

today was such a busy day. i stay back do homework untill school closing liao then leave lor....then come back still needa study for my physics test. oh yes..
there was this bitch who boarded the bus yesterday... she made me so pissed with her...who does she think she is man.... i is merely a bitch who thinks highly of herself. so what, if i accidentally touch her bag while moving my bag back to my shoulders?? nothing wrong with that right?? then stared at me..... what the hell is wrong with this bitch....she could have moved away what....she just stood there....letting the same thing happen again...
i feel like slapping her now. then i reached school....going to the water cooler...saw that bitch there blocking one out of the two water coolers just for talking to her boifren. so...i stood behind the guy....then she moved aside to let me fill my bottle.....guess what she did? she rolled her eyes at me!!! she really has an attitude...i hope that she would get a taste of her medicine....see what it feels like.....
MAN!!! so DaMn PisSeD juSt thInKiNg BoUt thIs ThiNg.......
why waste my time......stupid bitch........

such a tiring and taxing week....i cannot stand it. what can i do? school work is hectic......thoughout the week....i feel so tired......not much life left in me .... a complete difference from my usual slacking life.... i wanna rest i long long time....

wah....today go rock climbing lehx.....little bit the scary....becoz i have phobia of heights....haha...but managed to reach the top leh....of course lah...with the encouragement of my friends.... but it was fun. many of my frenx also climb the thingy..... so fun....next time... who wants to go rock climbing must call me go hor.... :D

yo..... weihan here.......i new blog for a new year i guess... LOL...