YEah!!!! i finally change one modem....connection is now faster than ever.....woo hoo!!! yea!! and i passed my Add Maths common test paper too!!! YEaH!!! i am so happy now....haha. tomorrow there will be a teachers day performance a PKS...i am performing as a piano player to lead the flute, soprano's and alto's to sing!!! but then again...i hope i will not screw up in the midst of playing the music like the other time as commander...that was so Embarassing!!! my friends are kinda against everything i say though...i just don't know why........
here's a poem...

I live in a cold-dark lonely place a place as dark as the bruise on my face. There are people around as far as I see But no one – not one - dare I ask to help me. My life is one of anger and fear I’m always afraid when he comes near. I hold my tears as I silently cry Knowing soon his fists will fly. The beatings are hard – so full of hate. Oh how much more can my body take. I’ve learned to separate me from myself It no longer hurts when he uses the belt. I know there are laws to protect those like me But leaving’s not easy – please try and see. My life is colored in black and in blue Please – oh please – don’t let it happen to you. Always remember you are worth so much more Never let anyone push you to the floor. Stand up and know you are somebody good And make him treat you just as he should. The very first time fists come at your face Run as fast as you can to a place that is safe. Don’t do as I do – please do as I say So you won’t be writing these same words one day........
oh well...gotta go now....
signing off,
tsuneharu.....

hi again..... my modem was mad during this period of common test time....i could not even use the internet.......but now it can be used again....thats weird....okok.....COMMON tesT iS oVer!! but...... final year iscoming in 3 weeks time!!! oh dear........okok.......enough crap.......i have so many projects to do like the science crystal growing and loads of homework and folios to be handed in...oh shit!!! i am getting late for tuition.......i popped by to check if everything was fine....okok.... cYax....Lala....... ...... ..... .... ... .. .
tsuNehaRu

last night......my cousin....Shu Min, Wei Xiong, Wei Xiang, Wei Bin my sister and i went to the esplanade there to look at the fireworks.....but my the time we reached there.... we were too late..... the fireworks was over.....connectivity was so terrible that i could not recieve or call anyone.....we went to sit at the bridge and waved happily at those Boat people....haha....some of them waved back too....we played stupid games which were fun and nice.....haha....we proceeded back home and it was already coming to 11.00pm......i managed to go to bed at 12.30am.... that was so longsHiT!!! And just like i mentioned in the last entry....i screwed up deep shit during the PLEDGE!!! i just forgot how to say it!! i was so nervous.....so nervous that i was shaking from head to toe.....shivering....shivering as if i just came out from the freezer...... everyone was staring at me because i for got the pledge.....i feel so pai seh....die liao...... oh well......it is still 12.40pm.....maybe i will make another entry later.....i feel so tired i going to BED!!!

haix....my com internet spoil and spoil....useless thingy..... so difficult to update my blog now a days.... anyway... i am parade commander for a parade at Ah Hood Garden GRC i guess..... oh well...i am so nervous now.... i scared!!!! later my brain block then i die liao......everything finish...the Guest-Of-Honour........guess who?? it is Mr Khaw( the state of health thingy person) scary eh...... what if a say the command suddenly sneeze or cough how??? so lose face unno.....oh yah...i had a quarrel with my dad two days ago..it was on friday night.... he was talking about my attitude and all.....blah blah blah.....i din know what was going on with me....i talked backed....there was this..... this..... strong emotion lurking inside me.....it seemed that i could not control it.... this anger lurking in me....it did not seem to go away..... minutes passed and i just got angrier and angrier....i could not stand it!!!! i felt like i was going to explode like a dynamite going t blow off a quarry or something..... this quarrel seemed to take forever....it did not seem to end......aaRgHh!!!! i was going mad...this emotion was driving me crazy!!!! the arguement seemed to end there when my dad said that i had to check my attitude..... ok....i ended in such a funny way......oh well....i guess i will end today's entry here.........Tatax... i seem to be writing an essay hahax.... but what i said up there was true....
WEiHAn