Friday, July 27, 2007

Crap..last sunday, i had a terrible back ache, i thought it would disappear on monday, but it did not. I wanted to go jogging after Functional English lesson. But, the terrible back ache prevented me from doing so.
The pain is bearable but, IRRITATING. I can't sit or stand for long, i can't even lift up my leg while seated without feeling pain in my back.
I am worried about whether this pain would affect my project because, it really hurts. As i am typing this, i am tolerating the pains from my back.
Today, i went to the chinese physician at Ang Mo Kio to see what happened. I was quite shocked when i learnt that, i pulled the Vein or something that was near the spinal cord, straining my LambDa 4 disc or something like that. Scary~~!!
okay, it's late. I AM GOING TO BED. NIGHT.
Buddha Bless ME!

Bryant

Thursday, July 19, 2007

OMG OMG OMG! my grade 8 piano exams are coming! so quickly! in september! i have not mastered my songs well enough yet!
but its okay! with sheer determination and effort, i'm sure i can breeze through the exams and score a DISTINCTION! YEA MAN!

Friday, July 13, 2007

I think, when i blog, i would try to blog on something interesting other than just my daily MUNDANE stuff. anyway, just something to comment about. The world is getting weirder! you get maids asking DOGS to eat properly... you get people hugging each other on the escalator even though the distance between the current floor to the next floor is short, why the hugging? Do they love each other so much that they would want to show the "whole world" their love? ....sheesh!!!! >.< LOL. anyway, maybe because today is Friday 13. From my point of view Friday 13 is not a Bad Omen or anything that many people view it as... Friday 13 is just like any other day. Numbers numbers numbers... GEE... haha.... anyway, maybe should the perception of how people view Friday 13. Maybe i should make Friday 13 NO MEAT day! haha!

Today's topic:
Do you assess someone by their looks the first time you make acquaintance?
Have you ever observed anyone or yourself of this behavior? When you step into a room with many people, then you survey the surroundings and then the people?
When you manage to find a sit in the room, you HAPPEN to strike up a conversation with a stranger.
*NOW, PAUSE RIGHT THERE...*
Look at the time frame of between the time you sit down and strike up a conversation.
What did you do before you spoke to the stranger?
Did you stare at the person from head to toe to see how well dressed he or she was?
Then after, did you smile genuinely or just pass off a fake smile?
Did you adjust the tone of your voice, style of speaking or standard of the language used?

Humans are very contradicting people. Verbally, many might say that they do not assess anybody when they make an acquaintance. The irony is, in the person's mind, they are sub-consciously making observations of others and then sizing them up.

On the other hand, there MIGHT be people who don't size other people up such as asking questions like, where do you work? what do you work as? how much do you get paid a month? where do you live? [ from the question where do you live sorts of gives the questioner an idea how rich the person being questioned is. just to indirectly get the person to tell you what kind of house the other party lives in, the next question would most likely be], Oh i see! so you live in a Bungalow right? [Even if the "asssumption" is wrong, the other party would most likely correct the questioner or agree if thats the truth that he stays in a Bungalow.]
Furthermore, such people who don't size up other people would definitely just strike up a conversation with an acquaintance just to widen one's circle of friends.

then again, [off-topic] if strikes up a conversation with an acquaintance just to widen one's circle of friends, then isn't there a motive?

All right! enough of this. Please suggest to me what topic you guys would like to discuss in my TAGBOARD. Haha... if not i shall come up with another topic of mine. =D

Weihan...

Thursday, July 12, 2007

I'm back! for the past week, i have been SO busy with my Child Development Module project. Gee! so much work that i worked into the wee hours of the morning... two days ago, i actually stayed up until 4am just to complete it. wah seh! was so tired....
A follow up to the previous entry
I've got better ever since that day. i messaged my parents on their handphone to apologise and tell them my feelings and how much they don't know about my academic life.
I did prove my parents wrong when i got back my test paper for Principals and Practices of Classroom Management. i got 29/30. and for my IT project, i got an A for it.
At least, my hardwork didn't go to waste.

=)

Weihan

Sunday, July 01, 2007

How amazing it is that, words get exagerated...for example, i tell someone, i have to go home to do my homework, then the person meets my parents and says i have gone home to study for my exam... since when did doing homework get related to EXAMS? i really wonder.. i am AMAZED...

its true, i have had a bad week, quite some humiliation, demoralizationf from my sports module teacher in school and many other stuffs that will be against school policy to mention.

Just now, like minutes ago.... i was doing my homework in the living room, so i was lying on the carpet reading the essay stuff for my Functional English Module. As i was TIRED because i went to sentosa yesterday, i decided to lie down on the sofa for 20 minutes then continue while i set my alarm on the handphone at 10pm...
Before i could even shut my eyes for 2 minutes, dad came down told me, if i was tired then go and sleep, i not sit up and study... i told him i was tired so i shut off my eyes... guess what he SAID?
You already didn't do well in JC, so, from the way i am seeing things go, i can see that you are going to FAIL POLY as well...
In my mind, i was like, WELL DONE LAH! YOU have GONE OVER THE LINE....
*there goes!* at the fit of anger, i took the cushion and slammed it on the sofa, *BOOM* off the lights and fans. Before going up to my room to get my toiletries for showering i told my father, DON'T YOU CURSE ME LIKE THAT.. he replied saying," but from the way i see things go, you are going to fail your poly" i just looked at him and said,"I WILL PROOF YOU WRONG."

* boy oh boy, why didn't i use my dharma knowledge to stop that fit of anger? now everyone's unhappy...no doubt that my dad can be sarcastic and naggy at times, i should have handled the situation better....* * however, my dad could have put it in a better way than saying such things and raking up he past! our socializing in the past was already not that good and stuff during my JC life....*

Sometimes i just want to tell my parents that, just because you don't see me studying at home, does not mean i am not feeling responsible for my own future, MY OWN STUDIES AND LIFE... How many occasions have you ever found out that, i was studying real hard? When i reached home late at night from school last time during JC, did you guys know that i was studying in school and NOT PLAYING AWAY? Just because you see me tired and sleeping on the sofa when i am studying, does not mean i am totally lazy. I DO HAVE REASONS FOR DOING SO. Do you even know that i have many projects to do? Do you even know that, even when i am faced with tricky or stressful problems, i don't complain and look at the bright side and perservere on? I doubt you do... i am seriously so MISTAKENED...

One occasion, the day before i was having my A level chinese exams, DAD did not even know i was having the exams at least MUM DID... there are just too many things that are in my closet that is kept away from my parents and not told to them. way too many... dad did not even know of my ambitions of becoming a psychologist ever since my dreams of becoming a General Practitioner was crushed away...

Can't i just have some rest when i come home? playing computer games when i come back home after a long day at school and a long journey back home from school is not deserved? You guys do rest after coming home too! just in different ways, mum will watch TV while dad will tend to his garden or watch DOCUMENTARIES....


BAHHH!!!! i can't rant on any further, as for the pictures on my trip ot sentosa and the chalet pictures... JUST WAIT UNTIL I HAVE CHILLED DOWN. THANKS.

Bryant