"And so it came to be
this isolation that I am
I can only look to me
to find the way it all began -
this confusion, constant
hunger for something more than this
I strive to find this being
that I envision, yet seem to miss.
Could it be that I am empty-
or maybe a little lost?
Could it be that I am lonely,
or seek happiness at any cost?
This never-ending Something
that I am living deep inside,
depicts the illusion of myself
and all I have to hide."
how i wish that everything would just be over.... i dun wanna be a substitute friend.... everyone needs a fren for company... no man is an island and no one like to be alone.....

today was such a busy day. i stay back do homework untill school closing liao then leave lor....then come back still needa study for my physics test. oh yes..
there was this bitch who boarded the bus yesterday... she made me so pissed with her...who does she think she is man.... i is merely a bitch who thinks highly of herself. so what, if i accidentally touch her bag while moving my bag back to my shoulders?? nothing wrong with that right?? then stared at me..... what the hell is wrong with this bitch....she could have moved away what....she just stood there....letting the same thing happen again...
i feel like slapping her now. then i reached school....going to the water cooler...saw that bitch there blocking one out of the two water coolers just for talking to her boifren. so...i stood behind the guy....then she moved aside to let me fill my bottle.....guess what she did? she rolled her eyes at me!!! she really has an attitude...i hope that she would get a taste of her medicine....see what it feels like.....
MAN!!! so DaMn PisSeD juSt thInKiNg BoUt thIs ThiNg.......
why waste my time......stupid bitch........

such a tiring and taxing week....i cannot stand it. what can i do? school work is hectic......thoughout the week....i feel so tired......not much life left in me .... a complete difference from my usual slacking life.... i wanna rest i long long time....

wah....today go rock climbing lehx.....little bit the scary....becoz i have phobia of heights....haha...but managed to reach the top leh....of course lah...with the encouragement of my friends.... but it was fun. many of my frenx also climb the thingy..... so fun....next time... who wants to go rock climbing must call me go hor.... :D