In my previous post, i promised u guys pictures.

so, i took pictures of things which i quite liked and some which i found rather unique.

Tea appreciation @ Pungol camp










Found this unique chess set in Heeren










My Favourite Kimchi soup!











This Indian veg. set meal seems too much for me!











Oh ya. This food was from VivoCity. some Kopitiam which is combined with breadtalk at B2











Anyway, thats for all. i needa chiong and study already... I WILL SCORE WELL IN THE UPCOMING BLOCK TEST TO STAY IN JC2! I WILL!!!!


.:tsuneharu:.

phew...its been a long while since i updated my blog. haha....i found out my tag board is faulty and i have removed it for the time being.
lots of stuff has happened.
1) the 2006 prom night is coming and i have yet to buy the lucky draw prizes.
2) recently i have been dreaming of things that would seem awfully familiar the next day. like yesterday, at pks, we has steamboat and bo piah for lunch. then yushu said," i don't want to go jeffrey's lesson today." Jeffrey was sitting a couple of tables behind us [ me, jason, li yao, zi yan, yushu, her er jie and renee...] i turned back to see if jeffrey heard what yushu said. when i did so, thatwhole scene just looked so familiar like i saw it somewhere before. another incident was when i was still in sec 3... i actually dreamed of my work place which was at ntuc in toa payoh and yjc and some random scenes in classrooms. the thing is, i dreamt it 1++ years ago...
so, these dreams are actually things that fortell my near future?
3) i got a new handphone, sony ericssons W810i. its nice, it's a walkman phone. not bad. so far dropped it 3 times nia. haha....the third drop was a painful drop....ugh.....*heart pain*....
4) this whole week was like a chalet marathon....one chalet after another. due to that, i fed so many mosquitoes that i had like 30+++ bites on my legs alone... haha. good la, at least the mosquites got food to eat. haha.
5) i must start my engines to study already. enough play and should start opening my books to study.

ok...thats all for now. i can't really remember what happened before that....
hmm.....look forward to my next update...there will be pictures, i assure you.


tsuneharu-san.

yay! i turned 17 on the 26th october! woohooo.... new age new level of maturity. hm... now,
There are a few things that i think i would try to do
1) Don't argue so much with dad
2) Have lesser enemies in school?
3) Be a better role model and teacher of PKS

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after that, i rushed to PKS for teacher's meeting...[ wow! two meetings in a day...so tiring] then i found out, right now, i am the only teacher with no co-teacher teaching sec 1! oh....hoho.... i don't see it as a curse or something very suay la. i view it as a challenge and i am sure i will SUCCEED in gaining trust and respect from the class.
after the meeting, i got my prezzie! jolene, renee, zhongwei, liyao, jason(grad- class), jeremy, Yan Ming, sis, guo dong and gladys!
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after that, i went home for steamboat while the rest went little india to eat indian food... sian....i really wanted to go... then i told them that i could meet them to eat ice cream at icekimo after the dinner. they agreed.
sis and i went to icekimo and saw them there. we bought lots of ice cream to eat. so delicious. oishi!
thats all about saturday.
on friday, when i went to bugis for dinner with dad and i told him that i would go home myself when i have bought the bag that i wanted at bugis village.
after buying my bag, [ i love my bag!] i dunno what came over me and i decided to walk home. that was crazy but i din feel tired though. i don't know what came over me. i felt like i was being possessed. my mind was blank and nothing else. i kept walking and walking....
i felt so strange....
den my sister called my phone to ask where was i and i told her i was walking from bugis to kk hospital. that scared her. then she told me to take a bus home. and i did.... strange....

signing off,
tsuneharu

back in a flash eh? so fast and i am back to blog some more!! today, i'll let everyone know more about myself.
Things that i don't like people to do, i don't like people to be demanding. and whatever they say or sms starts with "i want this..." , " i want that..." SO DEMANDING!!!! i don't work for you unnoe? PLUS+++++ we are still in the same ranking in the council and u demand me to do this and that.... it is seriously very irritating...when i hear people say this to me, "i want you to......", " you owe me ....by 5.30pm", "you this and you that......"....i straight away won't do what that persons says even when i know that i am supposed to do it... ****ing irritating. if people phrase it nicely and ask things from me in a nicer tone, i would at least try my best to help you.
DON'T YOU JUST AGREE WITH ME?
tsuneharu...
*storms off angrily*
Mood today= VERY ANGRY. GRRRRR...........

today is a monday. "wow"its monday... haha...anyway, saturday, i went for bio yong's b'day party at east coast chalet, Costa Sands. Yushu, Jolene " zoulene" haha, jian hong, bernard, zi yan zhang yong and of course, ME were there. all of us talked crap like the good ol' days. then we talked abit about hell. Thank you bernard for letting me know about hell. I shall let u guys know about hell as well. in the inner hell, there is the cold hell and hot hell. then after that, is the surrounding hell. its suffering everywhere. not the best place to be reborn into.
anyway, we left at around 10pm fo supper!!! initially, we wanted to go to coffee bean but it was packed full with people. in the end, we went macs... haha. yaY!! macs! it has been 3 months since i went to macs, even for a drink.
after that, went home, bathe and slept. so tired~~.... sunday came so soon and i thought i just slept for 5 minutes! lol. nice... sunday school.... for a change, i was early for PKS. haha. had puja, and started the "quiz" lol... everyone did their quiz and some were worried if we would use the test results against them in the coming parents teachers meeting. lol. so funny.
after that, had lunch and went to mark my class test papers. so fun to see different types of answers and many strange answers.
oh well, primary 5 kids..... yea...
was late for jefferry's [understanding the mind] lesson for 1 hour!!! that bad!
okok, enough history that is not interesting at all. today, had econs test on market structure and i think i did quite ok, just that i din finish part c but overall, i think i did quite ok. anyway, had physics after maths. maths was hilarious and physics ah...wah... the teacher is so PMS! if i am not mistakened she is TAN LING LING! so wierd...late for 10 minutes and make a big hoohaa...and in the end wasted 20 minutes in total... haha....*tootifying*
after physics was break, completed my macluarins series reflection summary so that Francis Tan would give me more daily work marks.
then, it was computing [ same old boring stuff] then was econs, the nap attack almost overcame me lucky i asked if li min has sweets, if not i would have become like sleeping beauty... haha... then, computing again, it was at C6... same old boring stuff AGAIN....
then, had chinese, whole class decided to be late for lesson and we stayed in the canteen for 10 minutes and finally beat 113 to be the best latecomer. [ we are also ranked 1st in the whole school for being the latecomers class] power eh?
after chinese was guitar. YAY! i play the alto guitar and i get to loan one niborii guitar home which costs $1600 if i lose it. we played la Cumparsita. mr alex ABISHgenaden was so happy that we all played well that he held us back till 7.30pm...haha....
anyway, before chinese, i was a bit pissed with jasper...maybe not pissed, oh well, vincent was sleeping and he banged on the table causing vincent to wake up. i know the feeling of being woken up like that. thanks to elizabeth the sotong. sotong told jasper about her prom night something about virgin sacrifice.. dunnoe... that made jasper laugh so hard and he banged the table again. i told him that he should stop hitting the table as vincent was sleeping and i had a feeling that he ignored me! WAH LAO! jasper, please have more consideration hor... at least say sorry ya? dun be like what sotong always say, " dun be bustard siah!"
anyway, i think kelvin is becoming nicer...haha. maybe its just me.???
anyway, i'm signing off here.
tsuneharu....
*whooshhh....*

few days ago, got news that my good friend's father pass away 1am in the morning. sad news. it was during teachers' day somemore.
yesterday, i went to the wake with my sister and met my parents there. there was a chanting session going on. called yushu to come to the wake as well. she came and at around 11.15pm my parents went home and yushu, sis, clorine and her god sister started the King of Prayers and then followed by the Sanghatta Sutra lastly Etta vatta. we took a break every 20 minutes. it continued untill 6.30am in the morning.
today was the most sad day i had. the funeral procession started at around 10.30am. the relatives and my fren had the last prayer led by a monk. then the whole ceremony began. the coffin was carried into the "van" and we led the van in front while flowers were being scattered on the ground. people were sobbing with tears. i looked at my fren, she was still so strong and did not cry. looking at this made me very sad.
after that, we had transport to go the a crematorium in mandai road. we went to service hall 1. where the coffin was brought in and everyone paid their last respects to the deceased.
i bowed 3 times and returned to my seat.
after the very last prayer was said, the coffin was brought to be burnt. where everyone proceeded to the viewing hall to see the coffin go into the burning fire. everyone cried so loud, i held back my tears...but, the crying sounds around were not encouraging and before i realized, tears slide down my cheeks silently. i looked at my friend who was in the front row looking down through the glass panel, her cousin was supporting her. i saw tears gathering down her chin. it looked very sad. i heard her say something to her dad, "papa, ........." the rest was swallowed by the sobbing of other people.
while sobbing, everyone chanted amituofuo throughout.
*sigh* when the coffin was out of sight, we proceeded to another hall, i went to the toilet to wash my face.
*sigh*
my parents who were there as well, went back home. i felt so tired, went home to rest, din teach my J5B kids today, missed jefferry's 2~4pm lessons. i fell asleep upon touching the bed.
woke up at 6.30pm for dinner.. and here i am now, blogging.
i have to chiong my math maclaurins series now, before francis tan kills me tomorrow.
ps: Clorine, jia you, you are very strong. do rest well. Anything, come seek the pks people's help.
tsuneharu...

to the person impersonating kai heng, pls stop this CHILISH act. You find such things so fun to do right? i dare you to go to the speaker's corner and say all your spam there with the volume of the speakers turned up to the MAX, and make sure that what you do WILL LAND YOU IN THE MEDIA AND NEWSPAPERS. If u dun dare, pls stop this fucking nonsense. if you think what you are doing is very mature, i think you are plainly not using your brain. PUT YOUR BRAINS TO GOOD USE WILL YOU? DO SOMETHING THAT WILL HELP YOU INSTEAD OF MAKING RIDICULOUS SPAM ALL OVER PEOPLE'S BLOG. i know kai heng won't do such CHILDISH, IDIOTIC, STUPID, IRRITATING, BRAINLESS, SHITTIFYING THINGS as he is matured. he won't spend his freaking time here spamming ppl's blog. YOU MAY BE PISSED AT HIM IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, AND YOU MAY BE TRYING TO GET US TO CONFRONT HIM. IF THAT IS WHAT U ARE TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH, I SUGGEST THAT U STOP IT. NO BODY SO STUPID AND BRAINLESS WOULD DO THAT AS THEY HAVE MORE BRAINS THAN YOU TO KNOW THAT SUCH THINGS ARE FREAKINGLY STUPID AND CHILDISH. AS A MATTER OF FACT, I AM A COMPUTING STUDENT. I CAN EASILY FIND OUT YOUR LOCATION OF SPAM THROUGH YOUR IP ADDRESS IN MY TAGBOARD. IF YOU CARRY ON SPAMMING OTHER PPL'S BLOG, I WILL REPORT THIS TO THE MEDIA AND MAKE IT A POLICE CASE. I'LL MAKE IT VERY BIG. IF THIS IS YOUR HOBBY, I SUGGEST THAT U GO GET A LIFE... EVEN KINDERGARDEN KIDS HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN YOU. GER'OFF MAN...

I started a new game in class. i named it the ridiculous story game, where one person writes on word and pass it on the next person beside him to fill in the next word. it goes on and on untill a story is formed. here is what my class people did just yesterday during chinese lesson because we were all so terribly BORED TO DEATH!! so, the story starts here. i shall change the name of the person we used in case he reads my blog. haha... <(^(oo)^)> anyway, the story is a bit m18...if u dun mind reading then dun blame me if something happens ya.

The sun and moon stared blankly on the face of the monkey named LJ. Slackiest, anti-motivated baboon. The sun, decided to do a trick on that bastard with moon. A supernova lunarbeam was aimed straight at his *you know where*.
"AH!" Balls flying in his mouth, he was tasting his spermatosa and chewed happily on it. The moon saw what happened and told the world about it crazily. Chang'e mei mei was so absorbed by it that she cum!!! OMG! Hou yi [for your info. if u dunno, hou yi is chang'e 's lover.] got angry and aimed his arrow towards the eyes of LJ causing his red baboon ass got shot?!?[huh?] Hou Yi said to LJ," Hey! Be a man...do the right thing." He[LJ] replied," Who are you anyway?
Hou Yi says," You sound gay!","But you turn me on!"
LJ: "are you free later?"
Hou yi went to 7-eleven, bought *something* and flew to Hotel-81. Romantic ambience was accompanied with a candlelight dinner in the room. LJ was lying on the sofa. Hou yi said," So kan chiong for wat! Bathe first lah, you stink leh!"
"wah..ok lor...I'll be back in a 'flash'!!" He joined Hou Yi wearing nothing at all, they started petting and Chang'e joined in. "Arg!!"...OMFG! MASS ORGY! Cum was flying everywhere. LJ couldn't stand it...he was craving for it. "argh!" And began licking every drop of cum in the room! Soon you see him with sticlly face and a satisfied pleasure." Argh! song ah!" "I want more!" Soon, all the other hotel 'guest' joined in and the entire floor was flooded with cum and spermatosa. After everything ended, Hou yi and LJ could finally get some rest. NOT YET, Hou Yi was unhappy that the whole room was sooooo dirty with cum all around. he asked LJ," Hey you bitch, lick it!" LJ had no choice but to listen to his master, " ok, sir." and went back cleaning the whole room with his tongue! He did exactly so but it was so much tha he vomitted, and it was filled with white stuffings" OMG" ..Nonono, Hou Yi still wasn't satisfied. "I'll Leave right away if it's not clean.". " Ook," LJ said. No choice, he went back on sperm-lickign spree!
After LJ had cleaned up the room, Hou Yi siad," Thanks you for cleaning up the room for me so we do not have to call for house keeping." *grins*. LJ became anry for being insulted, he Tied Hou Yi to the bed with handcuffs and took out a whip!
He shouted, " Time to play the game!" Just then, LJ took a bottle, guggled some water and spewed out like a fountain of cum......
to be continued on monday....
see? lol...i think my class can be a group of random writers. so creative and dirty minded at times." haha...
ok...back to my council work...so sian...
tsuneharu

suddenly felt like blogging again. so inconsistent... heck care...this is the first time i actually face problems regarding relationship... it makes me feel jealous... the thing is. this guy who is my good friend is going out with this girl i have a crush on...crap...of all people why my good friend? i am at a lost, nothing i can do. Since he is my good friend, i can't do anything to break them up... i dare not even try to be the third party to ruin their relationship....
busying myself this whole week with student leaders investiture. many rehearsals which ended mostly after 7pm... am so tired...can't take this... puffy eyes...cough...nose infection on the way...
*sigh*
anyway..there is one fucking thing that i cannot tolerate...my chinese teacher is the one who drives the shit out of you... so annoying... she looks down on people who are weak in their studies... how shittifying can it go? just yesterday, we had our investiture...right after the whole investiture, she had to spoil our moods by saying we will be checking your block test results to see how can stay in council and who cannot stay... what the fuck? we were just "invested" just like what she bloody hell said...for your info...there will be only a few people left in council if this fucking teacher stays... bloody shit attitude...she is a cannot make it teacher...i sympathize for my 113 friends.
freaking idiotic teacher who will not be able to make it in any school. betcha...even kindergarden children will hate her to the core...
cya...again...
tsuneharu

welcome to my life. its so fucked up that no one can do anything to help me... there are so many things that happened this week alone. the student council thingy, besides that, obs shit. so @$#%ing... i can't stand it no more. i have reached my maximum tolerance level. i though, after joining the council, my life would start to settle in and not much things would happen, its not happening at all though. then, camps start smacking into my face. the 3rd and 4th june camp. and obs camp. some times i wonder if this is junior college.
The 3rd and 4th june camp which is on a saturday and sunday. on sunday, i have sunday school and i teach the primary 5 children buddhism after that i have graduate buddhism classes from 2pm to 4pm. I went to see the teacher in charge of the camp. he said that it was compulsory for student leaders and stuff. does he understand that i have sunday school on sunday itself? yes, he says he understands...to what extent? i bet he understands nothing. what is more important than family and religion? NOTHING!!! FUCK! he knows nothing. he tells me if i can get a replacement for myself for sunday school...the answer is like right in front of him. its so obvious that the answer is NO. fuck shit. i give priority to sunday school. its important. furthermore, if i go for the camp, i still have extra lessons the next day. its like so fucking long. i cannot take it. computing takes up 20 hours itself. does he know that i have extra lessons on that day too? does he know that teachers will give homework and stuff for us to do? It is a basic fact that student leaders need to have good time management and be responsible. but, the real thing is, after the camp, i have to go home which takes at least 1 hour. by the time i reach home its 7.30pm. so dammit late. talk about time management when there is not even enough time to manage. i told the teacher that, if i could come for the saturday session and not come for the sunday session. he totally disagreed. i asked him if i could pay half the amount for the camp since i only go for one day? he said no, even if i go for one day, i still will have the pay the fucking full amount


what the helll....

this is to be continued.....this is only the starting of my agitation and pent up feelings which i just can't say out. to think that there is freedom of speech. fuck off man...


tsuneharu

tsuneharu is back from [ who gives a damn to where he goes] again! *audience claps hand* lol.. ok. just a quick update on what is going on in my life right now... i got into yjc, cca is guitar ensemble, temporary ctg was T06, permanent ctg is 117, shortest guy in class, applied for student's council and waiting for them to contact me, one of the only two guys in class who take H2 computing, being titled as flirt (how the hell do i noe?!?) , don't look like a local but an indonesian or vietnamese...[ don't ask me too!! i dun noe why..] what else?? hmm... ok...
just last friday, i had a chalet at paris park that area called the people's association there... i had a great time there. the terrible thing was...i was down with fever, sore throat and a headache!! argh.. such good timing to tio fever, tio 4d oso not so lucky... hahaa... my saturday morning, fever subsided...did my blasted chinese homework... KAOx! so much..the problem why i was sick was also because of too much homework and too little time for my R&R... hm...lol. i shall not side track anymore. back to the chalet.. saturday was the bbq, i had so much fun making the marsh mellows... next time want to eat nice marsh mellow call me make for you =D hahaa.*audience : stupid weihan...stop side tracking*lol! okok. there i go again...
after the bbq we rested a while... den we walked all the way from the chalet to the road going towards the reknowned red house... it was already 12.45am by then.. heng nvr tio caught by police. oh ya. we walked all the way to the red house and saw a while..the structure of the house..omg. it was painted in red.. the gate was so big. with tree branches covering the sides. Stone lions were on both sides of the gate. beside one of the stone lion was this electric meter.. it was so vandalised.. broken and no more functioning... the scene was so intriguing... actually wanted to go in see more.. budden it was too late at night, then we din wan to go in late one of us go in never come out.
after that, we walked all the way to the big cheers at down town east...lol... bought some chilling drink to quench my thirst. ah....den saw a number of transexuals [ from guy sex changed to girl] i was like, omfg.. [f= freaking] the "girl" was like so guy... lol.. i guess the sex change surgeon not very good. lol. [ i apologise to any transexual who is reading my blog at this time. if u feel uncomfortable, please skip to the next paragraph. sorry!]
walked back to the chalet, frens all went to bed while i stayed up to study and do homework. when it was ard 4am. i felt tired and wanted to sleep. wth. the room was filled with people on the bed sleeping side by side! wah kao! so cram.so , i went to the living room to sleep, i noticed that my frens all had taken the big sofa to sleep le. so i took the cushion out, and slept on the floor while resting my head on it. lol. so squeezy.. then my fren jolene turn about the sofa, so noisy.. haha..
sunday morning came as quickly as though people were chasing the sun away from the other side of earth. haha.. i woke up and cooked breakfast for everyone to eat. den i went to play some basket ball and went off to paris park to climb the giant spider web and play...you guys should go there and play..its damn fun.
ok...this entry so long...i update again "some time" again untill i get back from the [who gives a damn to where weihan came from]-island.
peeps...stay cool! Rock on! take care! Bye.
tsuneharu
to be continued...

i noticed that my blogging has become inconsistent again. lol. always like that. anyway. two main "THINGS" happened on the 6th of march (saturday) i am not mistakened, was the release of the school postings. it was early in the morning 9am. i woke up filled with excitement to find out which poly course i was posted to. i logged in to the computer, opened up the internet explorer, damn it! so slow! went to the moe website. typed in my ic and password. the results was there on the screen, staring at me. i was kinda shocked. WTH! Yishun Junoir College? WAH PIANG! i wanted to go poly to take up biomedical sciences...but damn those 8 and 10+ pointers who take up our poly space and forcing many to get into ITE. luckily i was posted to yjc.
many of my friends were schooless. they felt so helpless, pathetic and kan chiong too. after that, i went to work with a light heart, because IT WAS MY LAST DAY AT WORK! HAHAHA! it really felt so great to be jobless again and become a student once more. the cheif cashier of the day was rani, heck care her. lol. its my last day man! if she wants to scold me, i would bloody hell let her scream out her lungs, voice, her stored "energy" in her stomach. haha. she told me to quickly count my money that day, i said ok. she gave us(ying xiang and me) permission to close our counter earlier at 9.50pm and proceed up to the office to count our money, float, nets and stuff.
by then, it was 10.05pm, the money was counted, time for my media declaration. aww! excess 50cents! haha...too bad... when i packed all my things, bag and stuff. i told rani that 6th march was my last day she was like, why never tell me earlier? now i have to count your money again. i passed her my smelly apron , locker key and employers pass to rani. and shut her up by telling her, i will be coming back on monday la. lol. haha. most probably i wun be going back there anymore. haha...
its getting late. i shall do the rest of the postings another day.
time of post:12.25am haha..
signing off,
tsuneharu

It has been 10 solid days since I last updated. Much has happened. These few days, my accounts at work have been balancing all the way. That was quite an encouragement to me. I have been balancing in my accounts up till today. Recently, I have becoming stressed up at work. Hating to give out change of $50, $100 etc. last Saturday, there was a sudden rise of customers during 5pm ~7pm. it greatly affected my mood. I was hungry and tired and irritated by the huge crowd.
However, I was lucky that at the end of the day, my accounts balanced...but, before achieving the balance in accounts, the nets machine failed on me…feeling so stressed up already, I shouted fuck sia stupid net machine!!! Slamming the cash board back, feeling stressed up “Ji Bai la!” spouted out from me. All my cashier friends were so shocked that such vulgarities could have come from me. I am one who does not speak much vulgarity to people unless I have no other way to relieve myself.
Again, 22-2-06, I felt so damn it stressed up with the same reason, An Janna was beside me, and she was starting to get afraid by my stress-full-ness and constantly shooting looks at me to check if I was okay. I understand her situation though…22-2-06 was another day where streams of people came into NTUC and started lining up with basketfuls; trolleys of poultry, fresh food, seafood, toiletries and stuff. They really made me go mad…Also, I wanted to close my counter just for a little while to count my money and stuff, I just put down my close counter sign when somebody showed me a black face and told me, “why you keep closing counter?” I told her, I counting money mah! Wait la!
Damn it, it was just for little while! Fuck! Was she mad with me because I closed my counter for quite some time because I had to answer nature’s call? I know that she was the one tackling the front line of customers…its hard, I know. *sigh* I think that Zhi Hao actually was with her… ok. Say that I am selfish, idiot, fucking selfish, moron what ever. I don’t care. I got many problems at hand now. Say what ever you want.

Signing off
tsuneharu… [ updating soon ]

The long wait has come and gone. Another challenge awaits me. I am in a dilemma though. Should i get myself into a Junior College or Polytechnic course [ biomedical ] life sciences department? which one? Both seem attractive in many ways that i just can't make a choice! so difficult. just yesterday, my sister broke down, my mum scolded her.... it was such a terrible scene...why did i have to be involved in it? why? *sigh* all i could do was sit, listen and watch... saying anything could not salvage the situation. all i could do, was to sit, listen and watch...why? WHY was i there at the moment of the scene? *sigh* all this sobbing, screaming still ringing in my ears all because of my future? WHY does it always have to be me, ME, MEE!!!! WHY!?! i don't want to be in this state where everyone is worrying for me... no... i dun wanna. My parents want me to go to different places. My mum says JC, Dad says Poly. Which one? I don't wanna make another decision that would cost me to regret having made through my whole life. I don't know. To think that things would start to become easier after the o levels. Fact is, it has become a whole lot complicated and confusing. One step i make, means, other doors of opportunities behind me have just closed. sigh.....on the relationship problems.
at work, it is very obvious that this girl likes me. for nothing, she approaches me and talks to me. just yesterday, i caught her looking at me. when i looked over at her, she pretended she was talking to the two cashier friends behind her. it is so obvious. Fact is, i have no feelings for her, she is not my type. My solution to it was to stay oblivious to it. To pretend i did not feel anything about her behaviour...
tsuneharu
take care and stay cool.

hiya. its been long since i updated again. very long. i wish all a belated happy '06 year!! may all your wishes be granted and may all be well and happy. And a Happy Chinese New Year to all...
now...i shall go on from where i last left off.
{working days}
december 2005 : i finally got a PS2. it was like a dream come true... i never did imagine myself to own one... ok so....when 2005 was HISTORY, january 4th...dad was bugging me as usual to get a freaking job! gah!!! could take it no more manz, called up my friend working at Toa Payoh NTUC , got myself an interview and there it was. the interview went smoothly. i got the job! i could not freaking belief myself!
[ everything that happened in between 5th to 8th january is not important ] 9th january, i did my first day training, my shi fu was Yi Peng... the job was rather fun....scan scan SCAN!!! cool! cool; though it was tiring.....i began loving my job... i remembered, that first time 1.30pm, in the office, i was the newest member of the ntuc family, everyone laid their eyes on me and looked rather puzzled. it was ok though....i kept quite and talked to Yi Peng, edwin and wei xing only. haha...yea...i was rather anti-social back then. after my training , i finally could open my own counter....yay! *runs around in circles holding flags waving 'em everywhere crazily* the rest of my days at work were kinda the-same-old-thing. couting float, supervisor card, cashier card....scan and pack, member card? dun have ah? IC oso can... no member? *kaoz, waste my time asking* here is your change, thank you....[end of day] settlement, pack float, count vouchers, cashcard and nets.... the same ol' things... slowly, i lost interest in the job.... every one hour crawled past with me saying sianz, tired siah! . kaoz, stupid customer buy so little thing give 50 bucks. i wanna go home now.
all the same stuff.... new year shopping was drawing near.... every chinese local bought basketfull of goodies and snack...preparing for the coming CNY. buying things as if their house had run out of everything to eat and use.... lmao. so funny...
during the last 2 days of the night shopping in NTUC, i was stationed at LELONG! WTH!!! 2 consecutive days!!! i seriously hurt my back and wrist....so dammmmmmmitttt painfull.
On CNY eve, i almost fainted due to fatigue. felt dizzy though out the whole day...
CNY liao! playing and eating all the way.....
fourth day of new year, i was back to work, i forgot all the department codes and fruit prices....omg...lol yea..
now, it is the 7th Feb, i was talking to edwin earlier on... [1.21 am] both of us wanna get contacts. now ying xiang is online at the moment, chatting with her almost around the same time edwin started chatting with me. lol. we got so many things in common...
i think i am having some personal problems...i need someone to listen to my problems and find a solution to it. problem is, who? do i really know myself well enough? or am i just bluffing and comforting myself its ok..never mind one...??
hm.... i got no idea.....
manz....i am in a dilemma....this or that? can i have both? so many problems...i make myself sound like a girl...lol...for goodness fucking sake!!
i just remembered....one month back, i promised my friend to write a fiction story....up till now, i still haven write...lol...any ideas? wanna know more about the story, talk to me at msn...hahaaz...
man! its late, i have work at 2pm!! gotta rest!
signing off,
best regards to all!!
tsuneharu [... g e o s t i g ma ....]