Merry Christmas everyone!

To Jocelyn, Nikos, Dorothy: Thanks for the sms! Merry Christmas to you guys too! my sms's just could not get through to you guys. Probably because many people are sending too many messages to each other. its overloaded!

To all my sunday school students: Merry Christmas to you all! May you find happiness and share the joy of finding happiness with everyone! May all be well and happy! May we never falter in the teachings and always question 'why' instead of blindly following. See you guys real soon!

To Jin Jin: Thanks for leaving a tag behind! Merry Christmas to you too! Let's all meet up real soon!

To Jing Xiang and Ming Li: Merry Christmas to you guys! Appreciate you all for being there.

To the rest of the people who i have forgotten: MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

anyway, this is a little Buddhist teachings that i want to tell my sunday school students, if you are non-buddhist and don't mind reading it, then please read on!

The Mangala Sutra has stated that: [i'll just point out a few, this really teaches you things in real life experiences]

"Not consorting with fools,

consorting with the wise,

paying homage to those worthy of homage:
This is the highest protection."

Not consorting with fools tells you that:
Fools hold wrong views, that is why they do immoral deeds, and neglect to do wholesome deeds.
In the ultimate sense, not to associate with fools means to remain aloof from foolishness. Whenever one meets others, one should focus on and encourage wise conduct, and overlook or discourage foolish conduct.

To Associate with the Wise tells you that:
Unlike fools, the wise are those who observe basic morality carefully. The wise cultivate wholesome deeds such as charity, morality, meditation, reverence, service, learning the Dhamma, etc., and they hold right views. Wise friends restrain us from evil and urge us to do good.

To Honour Those Worthy of Honour tells you that:
People are worthy of honour for many reasons. One should respect those who provide material and spiritual benefits: parents, teachers, employers, monks, public servants, etc. One should also respect those with more refined morality, greater learning, or greater age. Respect may be shown in various ways, by service, homage, etc.

"Living in a civilized land,
having made merit in the past,
directing oneself rightly:
This is the highest protection."

Living in a Suitable Locality tells you that:
To fulfil the three blessings stated above, we need to live in the right place. In some places it is difficult to meet wise and good teachers who can point out the meaning of Dhamma. [in the case for non-buddhist: it could mean good morals and conduct] Someone who meets only fools, must suffer a lot, even if they are wise and good.

Setting Oneself in the Right Course tells you that:
It takes wisdom and patience to build good character. One who fulfils all of the preceding blessings, will be naturally inclined to cultivate virtue, but most people will have to make special efforts to avoid wrong doing and correct their defects. Knowing one’s faults is a good start, but we need great humility, honesty, and patience to correct ourselves.

I won't be stating all of the sutra down, but just snippets here and there. This here, is the second last verse:

"When affected by worldly conditions,
If one’s mind remains unshaken;
Sorrowless, Stainless and secure,
This is the most auspicious sign. "

When Affected by Worldly Conditions, if One’s Mind Remains Unshaken tells you that:
When the highest path has been attained, the Arahant is unaffected by gain and loss, praise and blame, fame and defame, happiness and sorrow.
Here's a Zen Story to help you explain further: A young girl got pregnant, but did not want to reveal the father. When pressed by her parents, she said it was a monk living in the local monastery. The parents scolded the monk, but he just smiled without protesting. When a boy was born, they took him to the monk and left him. The monk devotedly cared for the boy for seven years. When the girl married, she wanted her boy back, so went and took him. The monk smiled and blessed her and the boy, wishing them every happiness. He did not sorrow over the loss of his novice.

Sorrowless tells you this:
An Arahant is completely free from sorrow, grief, and despair. “From affection springs grief, from affection springs fear. If there is no affection, whence grief, whence fear?” (From the Dhammapada, verse 212) A truly mindful meditator can enjoy similar bliss through keen awareness.
To non-buddhist: this could just mean that if you are ATTACHED to something, there will always come an end to the attachment. It's cause and effect. They come as a pair, without a cause, there won't be a effect. Similarly, with no effect, it would not have a cause nor lead to another cause. Thus, without feeling attached to something will free you from sorrow, grief and despair.

To end this whole post off, i wish everyone a merry christmas and a 2009 year!


cheers!
weihan

It's really a long time since i blogged. Everyone's telling me that my blog is dead and all.

Reason: Busy with assignments and aiming for my A's.

School has really been a mad and crazy rush this semester. Time is not slowing down!

Dad said this when i was young, time and tide waits for no man. Now, i really understand what this means. Time management is very very important. Especially if you have 2++ assignments to submit every week, it really calls for serious sitting down to do up your weekly schedule. My response to this would be: If you can't beat 'em, join'em! So, being realistic enough, you would know that you can't beat time, whatever you do, time still flies and passes. If time is too fast, then join him! This way, you will always be on time. =)

The term holiday's coming. 3 weeks. I had better cherish these 3 weeks of precious time to do my assignments and spend time with my family.

Here are some pictures for you to enjoy.

Ice Cream from IceKimo

Ice cream from Marvelous Cream (as seen from the serviette)

Metta my cat; entertaining himself at 12.40am

Home-made pizza; it tasted reall good! =D

My veggie pattys; very tasty too!

Alright! its super late right now! anyway, i changed my blog song, the kingdom hearts one was kindy emo. Enjoy the new song Hug by DBSK.

Cheers!

School has started. I'm getting busy with all my homework and assignments. Textbooks this semester have cost be at least $120. I'll have to work very hard if i am going to aim for the scholarship i have applied. And also! not to waste money! the textbooks are super expensive! If i get lousy grades, it means i have wasted money on buying the textbooks as i didn't use them well.
anyway, more pictures will be up soon from my birthday, to the cheque presentation camwhore pictures a few of us took and also some pictures i snapped here and there from the botanical gardens.
I had a rather nice birthday celebration. No presents though! haha. because of my grandfather's 100 day not being over yet. [but, amy, dorothy, evangeline, joanne and jia ling bought me a nice T-shirt.]
haha. to end of this short post! here's a lame joke i watched on tv.
*Y picks up a mirror*
Y: " WOW, THAT'S A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE"
*Y stares for 4 seconds*
*Z throws a pillow at Y*
Y: "Oh, its a mirror~"
*Y chuckles and LOL"

Bryant

i'm up and awake after those 3 tiring days during the chalet.

The chalet was just alright.

Firstly, i would like to thank Jing Yi, Celeste, Evelyn, Sue Ying, Yan Zong who helped to sweep up the place, mop the place to make it clean place to be in for the 3 days and 2 nights.

Secondly, i would like to thank those who have been helping me out in the kitchen during evening time for preparing all the barbecue food. All the wrapping, marinating, starting of fire. I really appreciate the help. Thank you, Evelyn, Fiona, Guan Yu, Jocelyn, Jia Hui, Jing Yi, Jessica, Nikos, Qin Yuan, Yan Zong, Zhuang Ying. And thank you to those of you who i can't recall.

Thirdly, I would want to thank my mum who made the time to come down from home to pasir ris despite her busy work schedule and my injured cat at home. She came to cook the bee hoon for us, show and teach us how to prepare the chilli fish, helped us start the fire in time for the barbecue. And, also. For the chocolate cake from bengawan solo that was bought for everyone to encourage all of us to continue to play the music we have always played in the past.

The cake tasted really nice. I asked mum to get the receipt for the fish and everything, yet she said it was a treat for everyone. How sweet. :)

I felt rather sad because, not many people like ate the bee hoon and so much food was wasted.

Next, I would like to thank Justina for the appreciative message. Thanks. =)

Lastly, I was really very touched when Fiona and Zhuang Ying bought me a bottle of Herbal Tea. They thanked me and my mum for preparing and cooking food during the chalet.

I'm really glad. Really. =)

Weihan.

Sometimes, when i'm really bored. i just sit down and wonder.
Was JC really better or is Poly better?
Although i have come from a JC and now i'm in a poly. I really still do wonder what things would be like. Oh well... wondering is one thing. The present and what's ahead is what matters at hand.
Drifting back upon my past decisions and thinking whether i regretted have decided really does not matter doesn't it?
Having gone through this far. I shall not say which side is better as both sides have their good and bad points.
So right now! I am making a resolution that shall put aside all my reservations about my past decisions.
I will and WILL put in more effort in the next coming semester as well as the rest of my life in poly. I WILL get into the Director's List again. I WILL get into that Scholarship list.
For my future, not for anyone else. I WILL DO IT. I have been too complacent over those mediocre gpa's. I have been denying myself from my full potential to do even better.
Any obstacles that block me from my goals WILL be easily overcomed!
I believe in myself, i KNOW i can do it!
So people! Have you given some thought into your future?

Weihan

Here i am again!
On Saturday, I caught this movie , " Mama Mia" at Plaza Singapura GV with Aloysius, Jessica, Jing Yi and Kenrick. Jia Hui, Linet and Pei Ling were supposed to come, but i don't really know why they didn't come. haha. anyway, Mama Mia is like a musical. It's a should watch!
For people out there who enjoyed High School Musical 1 and 2 because of their music and not because of the actors and actresses, you would enjoy Mama Mia even more!

The flu bug is still around. Some of my Sunday School friends got sick on the same day as me. Everyone, please take care of yourself! I passed my flu virus so some people in KE as well as my sister. ahh.. The weather has been freaky these few days too. Everyone please drink lots and eat more fruits!

I almost forgot! Today is cousin's outing and also a farewell dinner to Wei Xiang who's going to army soon! We had dinner at Waraku which is in the shopping centre with Clarke Quay Mrt station one. haha. can't remember. its some Central _________ dunnoe what. haha. I had this eggplant curry. Wooah! it tasted good. However, pricey! its okay. For my dear cousin, as he says, once in a while. My cousins were really nice. They said, " Its okay la! we go see the menu, if don't have anything for you to eat, then we just leave the place and decide on somewhere else to eat. " =))
After that, we walked around the perimeter of Singapore River and the sounds of the F1 racing cars were resonating throughout the whole place. After a while, the sounds kinda got irritating.
We then settled for this Dessert Shop called Ricciotti.



Me, Xiang and Jing Ying shared 2 orders of Ice Cream Gelato! haha. its really really good. lets leave the pictures to do the talking. haha.

Some Strawberry thingy with 2 cookies and one waffle chip. Quite nice and refreshing after a long walk.


A close up picture of the same strawberry one.


Oh! haha! this one is chocolatey! Very sinful! But once in a while, its good fuel to energy! haha.

Anyway, thats all the pictures i have of today. i'll update more! haha.

okay. i know this is super super outdated. but i think everyone wants to see them too. These pictures were taken during kenrick's birthday. i spent almost my whole week's pocket money on just eating. haha. Despite the pricey food, the food was extremely good! After that, we went for Häagen-Dazs chocolate fondue!
Anyway, enough talk! let the pictures do the talking for me! haha.


The cookies that a few of us made for the cycling outing. i think only me, sueying, celeste, aloysius and kenrick made them.





Häagen-Dazs chocolate fondue! Just look at those ice cream balls!




The whole chocolate fondue set!



The fruits section for the chocolate fondue. let's see... there's green apple, strawberry and banana. mmm. =)



Finally a group photo together at Häagen-Dazs. Must thank the Häagen-Dazs person who took this picture for us. haha.








Look at the hamster! It's riding an elephant! and its yellow! ZOMG.




This little water droplet at the Marina Barrage Performance that day. haha.
P.S: its shorter than me. =DDD



Photo of xin ying, me and mingli at the marina barrage.



To end it off, this is KE. made from candles. they were done up by justina and yan zong i think...

thats all for now!
i guess you guys figured why i got so much time to post up so many pictures. haha. yeah. i was too bored. nothing to do. so i decided to put sometime to blog. blogger screwed me up twice. and i had to redo all again. haha

signing off,
weihan. =)

Recently i've been reading the 三字经 (san zi jing). After reading so much on it. i have realised that the world was a nicer place in the past than what it is today.

人之初
性本善
性相近
习相远

Han Yu Pin Yin:

ren zhi chu
xing ben shan
xing xiang jin
xi xiang yuan

每一个人在刚出生的婴儿时期，本性都是善良的。这种善良纯洁的本性，人人都很接近，并没有谁有谁好，谁比较坏的差别。
但是，随着年龄的增长，每个人的学习环境和所学习的事物不同，有的人努力学习，愈来愈好；有的人却因为不好好学习而日渐堕落。因此，这种原本大家都想进的善良本性，就相差得愈来愈远了。

Translation:
Everyone single one of us who are born, right from the start when we were born, we were all compassionate being and inclined towards doing good. Everyone had almost the same level of compassion and good natured-ness.
However, as we grow up and become more old and mature, our learning environments change. Some of us strive hard for the best while some do not seize the opportunity and just become worse each day. Thus, the initial stage where everyone's state of good natured-ness and compassion has spilt apart and so have all our common good natured-ness and compassion which has slowly spilt apart.

yup. thats it for now. i just thought that i would like to share this bit of information. it really makes sense and sets oneself into self reflection.



weihan

People, are such delicate creatures.

Being harmed in many ways.

Physically

Emotionally

...

Why is it so?

That our bodies succumb to illnesses, viruses, sickness and the most potent...

D-E-A-T-H?

...

Death is something,

everyone goes through.

We,

pathetic humans,

all of us,

will see meet face to face one day.

...

Your clock will stop ticking.

Your vision turns darker,

breathing subsides,

blood stops pumping

___________________ (dead)

On the 3rd of August, my grandfather passed away. The experience was definitely unspeakable.
Firstly, i would like to thank, my project group mates who were there to support me and come over to the funeral wake itself to do the project there [ Calista, Joanne and Melise. ]
Next, i would like to thank Evangeline who was helping me with Accounting past midnight with the test the next day.
Also, i would like to thank Sue Ying for coming down to school to meet me up on that monday to teach me accounting.
Again, Celeste and Sue Ying who were there for me.
Yet again, i also appreciate the help and support that some of my friends from Klavierensemble.
Thank you, Aloysius, Celeste, Jia Hui, Kenrick, Linet, Pei Ling, Sebastian and Sue Ying.

Grandpa, may you be happy for as long as the vastless span of space,

Weihan

Well well well. Looks like the owner of this blog has decided to come back to blog about stuff.
Okay. let me talk about the most recent stuff which just happened. It is the 27th July 2008 Esplanade Concert brought to you by NP Klavierensemble, Reliving the Classics!
i would like to thank chia ling for making the bouquet of flowers, my mum for giving out flowers to many of us, 2B02 people who came, namely, Amy, Calista, Dorothy, Ellialyn, Evangeline and Yuan Bin, Maureen, Melise, Siu Wen and Syaz.
Also, Dad, Mum and Sis. All of you have been very supportive.
Most of all, i would like to thank those people i have been working very closely to make the whole esplanade concert a success and possible. they are, my duet partners, Li Bing and Tiffany.
Not forgetting, Sebastian who came over my place until the wee hours in the morning to practice the phantom song.
And also, Kenrick who helped me to turn page. Oh yeah! sorry Li Bing! for turning the page on that day! i thought i was in practice session. Lastly, Aloysius! thanks for teaching me how to improvise. I will adopt my own style soon! Just you wait! haha.

Now, as you guys know, i don't like to wait and post up the pictures bit by bit, thus! haha! i made a video of pictures. Enjoy and let the video start! The pictures were taken by Kenrick, Li Bing and Sebastian! Kudos to you guys!!!

Here is weihan signing off!
*wooosh*

YEA! it's finally the term holidays! Truthfully speaking, i think i really really really deserve to have this term holidays.
Reasons:
1) i worked OT for my project.
2) because of my project, i slept in betweem 2am to 4am. The only latest time was 6am.
3) I studied hard for my accounting. btw, i got 86%! yeah! thanks sue ying!
4) I am very tired.

Yup!

Also, yesterday, Me, Aloysius, Jing Xiang, Justina, Kenrick, Sebastian and Sue Ying stayed over in school to reccee the whole school at night to finalize the plans for the camp. haha. so tired! but, it was worth it.

CAN YOU FEEL MY ANXIETY? I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CAMP! IT IS GOING TO BE SUPER DUPER FUN! *random*

Anyway, this post does not seem interesting as I said it would be. =( my apologies! haha. wait for the KE camp to be over and i shall return with many many pictures!

weihan

ZOMG! RAWR! haha. these few days, i have been studying madly for my Financial Management [ Accounting ]. Credit goes to Sue Ying. I must admit, she teach accounting very well. But, cannot praise her too much, because she praised herself somewhere else. lol. yeah. but! with her coaching, i think my this 25% weightage Accounting test, i should be able to get A, if not a decent B+.
alright! i think, on the 16th May, KE had a steamboat outing! It was an overall Satisfying outing, however, it was rather pricey...

here are some pictures. let the pictures do the talking!





Aloysius eating.








Aloysius eating number 2.






Aloysius eating again No. 3!


The people facing the photo are Pei Ling on the left and Aloysius on the right.






Eh sy, they taking picture! pose lah!






Ready for some cooking action. err... auntie, where is my pot of tom yum soup??


Ready for somemore action!


Belinda, " why? want to cat fight ah?"
Joyce, " huh?"
Belinda: *Death glare*
Joyce: *smiles*


Yan Zhong and Robyn [from left]


Yo! over here! take pic here!




yup! thats all for the pictures that have me. LOL.
Look forward to my next update! i bet it's gonna be more fun than this one!


Weihan

Yesterday was the Benvenuto concert, i surely did enjoy myself.
Here are some pictures of the whole club and pictures of me. haha.


okay! right leg up!

Now, left leg up!

okay! both legs up!

Me playing Kiss Goodbye with sebastian singing.

Me turning page!

Random joke:
My cousin's cousin asked me: Hey bryant ah, you in early childhood right?
Me: Yah. why?
Cousin's cousin: Oh, i wanted to ask you, your early childhood how early.
Me: *thinking, huh? is this some suanning or sarcastic question or what...diao -.-"* Huh? what you mean how early?
Cousin's cousin: Er.. like how early to how old.
Me: oh, chey! its from infant to before primary 1. * ._. *
Cousin's cousin: oh, because i have 2 friends also in early childhood.
Me: orh, ok. *lol*


Weihan.

lol.
On friday
Joanne: hey weihan! if you have a girlfriend, will you tell us[refering to the clique]?
Me: Errr.. No?
Joanne in her high pitched voice: WHY?!
Me: Hahaha. If i got girlfriend then must boast to everyone that i have is it? Having one girl friend is no big deal what, don't need to tell the whole world.
Joanne: Huh? That means we will never know?
Me: Yeah. It's for you all to find out.
*this is where things start to go out of hand as the rest of the class hears the conversation"
Classmate 1: WAH! WEIHAN GOT GIRLFRIEND ALREADY LEH.
Me: =.= ehh. no leh?
*a big hoo haa in the class*
Teacher: Okay! lets take attendance now! today the attendance question of the day is A good student is _______.
me: *thinking* phew, lucky teacher saved the situation unknowingly from getting out of hand.

anyway, just to not make everyone confused, I DON'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. THANKS. lol.
more updates on the way!!

Weihan

*takes trumpet out to play at 10.45pm.*
Mum: " So late already! later neighbour call police come and catch you then you know!"
me: " Won't lah! I asked my friends. They told me that before 11pm, the neighbours can't do anything because it is still within the legal time limit to make noise."
me: "anyway! i learnt alot about how to play the trumpet today! Let me let you hear what i learnt."
*plays moonlight serenade but stops halfway as thats what i can remember by heart*
Mum: "like that only ah?"
Me: "yah."
Dad tells mum: "He is improving very fast already."
*YAY! dad said i am improving!*
cool! heh heh.
Overall, today was great as i just had an hour of tutorial in the morning at 10am then the rest of the day, it was like TRUMPET practicing time. YEAH. I love it when you are not restricted to play softer at home. Then i find that i improve faster in school than at home.
After which, the new members of Klavierensemble came today for the orientation! COOL LEH! we played a handful of interesting games. haha. most of the time everyone was cheating anyway. haha!
After all the games and introduction, we had a self made healthy-filled vegetable cake with loads of whipped cream put on top. Pictures will come soon. I don't have them with me at the moment.

After birthday caking for Celeste and Weijian [ the april babies] with lots of cream on my face, hair and on Sue Yings face and hair, we cleaned up and everyone headed to KAP macs for dinner! it was like, 40+++ people dominating nearly half of KAP macs. it was just crazy! the staff at macs had to chase the people away to make way for us. SORRY to all those people who were studying for their UNI exams and those JC kids too. haha. *bo bian lo~ we are a big group!*

Haha. then the bishan people took 52 home together.

Random fact of the day:
1) I realised that my voice was in the A key.


*sleepy*


weihan

On saturday, a group of us went to Esplanade to source for PIANO music duet scores for the beginners, and i went to there for a hunt for Joe Hisaishi Music Scores. But it was loaned out, CRAP. In the end i photo-copied this music score which is the 12 variations of Mozart's Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. It's very interesting. Later, at mid-noon, there was this Japanese Pianist who holds a Degree in Music from the University of Vienna who was invited down to the esplanade library showcase area for some a free performance. He was splendid! He played Mozart the way it should sound like and the right hand leaped up high the way Nodame from Nodame Cantabile did! lol. interesting!
After which, Belinda and Sebastian joined us in the late afternoon to go out for dinner. we all had fun and crapped about this certain girl in a certain piano ensemble dating aloy. LOL.
We went out to celebrate Sebastian's belated birthday at Mos Burger. Sebastian thought it would be just an ordinary dinner, but, we bought a cake and suprised him. haha! then we continued to crap on about Aloy and that girl. haha!

yeah. was fun to crap and rubbish with everyone there.

i shall start on today's events which made me so angry!
Today started off well with Financial Management which made the rest bored but certainly not me! it was so intriguing! all the account types and stuff. so interesting.
Right after Financial Management Lecture, i asked the whole class to go canteen 3 for lunch as all of us did not go there before.
Everyone was in awe as we went to canteen 3. the student attractive site in canteen 3 is the sentosa-designed toilet. Joanne was gleefully speaking at the top of her voice saying, " wow! so nice!" haha. *gets punched by joanne if she reads this.*
After that, majority of us headed back to the lecture theatre far far away from canteen 3. lol.
Designing Learning Environment was so-so. nothing much except to comment on the people's lethargic-ness which was something worth questioning at the later part of the day.
After Designing Learning Evironment, everyone headed to another lecture for Math For Young Children.
This is was first time i got so FUCKED up with people who talked during lecture. Here i am trying so hard, straining my ears to listen to the lecturer and there the people are HAPPILY CHATTING away LOUDLY. after so many cues of SHHHH... from multiple people who are concentrating on the lecture, these people just can't take the hint to shut the fuck up and listen to the freaking lecture! even though it is not an examinable module, does this mean that this lecture and module is not important? I really pity our lecturer. She must be feeling damn upset with her students not giving her the due respect, even though she respects her students as individuals.
I am very disappointed... Next time if this happens... i am going to blow my top and shout across the room and ask those talkatives to either shut up and listen to the lecture or leave the class to not disrupt those people who want to learn. Gees. And they are all turning 18 this year. So much for teaching children and asking them to keep quiet at the appropriate times when we our ownselves don't. SORRY man, NO SUCH LOGIC. What happened to ROLE MODELLING? WHAT HAPPENED?
FUCK!
*irritated*

Weihan

okay. so it's been 3 days since i updated. Yesterday, right after Klavierensemble's interview session with the freshies that applied for Klavier and the debriefing, i went to Changi Airport Terminal 3 to send Biao Yong [Sunday School friend] to Sweden [3 years! damn long!]. As i rushed down by Ang Chor's car, i didn't get a chance to have my dinner.

Everyone took pictures with Biao Yong and cam whored some more by ourselves. As we were about to leave, I dropped by Ya Kun Toast and bought 2 sets of Butter Sugar toast and one cup of Soya Bean at Mr. Bean. [ that's my dinner!]

anyway! here's a picture of the many stacked together trolleys in T3. i found it very amazing!

Second week of school is getting tiring after ALL the longs afternoon classes that marathon all the way until 6pm. I guess i really need to sleep early and wake up early. I will need to plan my time well to avoid uncompleted tutorials, homework, in-class presentations to happen again.

Anyway, its feeding time. Check back here soon!

Weihan

Week 1 of school: [Accomplished without difficulty]
All right! week 1 of school DOWN. Wayyyyy down. Nothing much to do in class other than the usual introduce-youself-games in every tutorial class.
Some how, i just foresee a very huge workload that would soon come piling up high. UP high into the sky mind you. haha!
Infant and Toddler Behaviour Development Module seems to be a heavy module with so many books, chapters, lecture notes and handouts to read before each lecture and tutorial. I guess WEIHAN HAS TO MAKE AN ASPIRATION HERE NOW!
Aspiration: To aim for 4.0 GPA with lots of determination and time management plus hard work that will contribute to the GPA 4.0.

Lastly, i really do hope that i can get a trumpet of my own so i can practice playing the trumpet at home. Only the scholarship award now, makes me look forward to that TRUMPET ON DISPLAY MINE.


*sleepy*
*Yawns*

Weihan

Congratulations to myself on getting myself a crumpler bag! *clap hands*


*applause applause*


*bows*


i got this one!


Yay! Now i can stuff all the 23458723649283746587326 things i have to bring to school in one whole bag and never bother about carrying any stuff! I can bring this bag for camping too! its so big!

Weihan

oh boy oh boy oh boy!!! here's what i really really want now!
1) a trumpet
2) crumpler bag

Anyway, i applied for this scholarship award. I do hope that i will get that award so i can buy my trumpet.
Also, a note to all my friends that. I AM NOT A LEOPARD THAT NEVER CHANGES IT'S SPOTS. it does not mean that i am late means i will be forever late! Just when i start to change for the better, all i get is negative comments on being early? like. WTF u know? geez.. people are so hard to please. some one gimme a knife!
Weihan is going cranky over everything that has happened during the first week of school. i guess, when there is cultural shock; there is SOCIAL INTERACTION SHOCK as well.
First week of school has just started and i am noticing many changes in my friends. I guess everyone changes their SPOTS right. so why can't I?
i guess i have to be even more assertive in future.

*fucked up*

weihan

People come.....and go....in everyone's life. They step into your life to either leave an impression of them in you or spoil your life. People people people. Nice, atrocious attitudes, backstabbers, liars, big mouth, those that say mushy things and send chills down your spine, shameless, contradiction....
The saying goes, " A leopard never changes it's spots. " I beg to differ. Relating that back to PEOPLE, can't the person change from bad to worse? isn't that going to result in a change of 'spots'? changing could mean for the BETTER or the WORSE. Ain't I right?

sometimes, i feel that being to friendly and kind to people will result in PEOPLE mistreating or making use of you. I've had enough. I shall stop.

S-T-O-P


weihan

today, i had to wake up at 6.30am and rush to school at 8am for the Business Accountancy Orientation Camp performance at the Convention centre. it was so early! oh well. nothing much to it except one mistake in my hungarian dance and the exceptionally LOUD laughter from the Freshies.

Other than that, i stayed in school to finish up a proposal and brought my shitty ACER to the service centre to get the screen fixed. Now it looks brand new again. the dead pixels are gone and its just so nice. heh!

After which, ME, Sueying, Aloy and Kenrick headed to IMM for dinner and rushed back to school for band practice. oh well... I was kind of disappointed amidst all my excitement. I didn't get to play any instrument. Oh well.... i am very keen in learning how to play the trumpet. I would like to learn more of the trumpet. i guess feeling disappointed will not change anything. I shall take this practice session as an eye-opener for me to see a Concert Band at practice. i shall not let this slight disappointment hinder my passion for music. NEVER!

Weihan

*Don't leave! Everyone here will miss you.*
#Who would miss me anyway?# ~walks away~
*I would...though...* ~stares at the silhouette disappear into the twilight~

=(

It's been a long long time ever since my last post, jx, jj, tim are all waiting for my new post! haha.
After the long and stressful semester [ includes 12 projects and 1 exam paper], i am finally having my holidays.
Lets see what i have done so far in during my holidays..
1) Made a bet with Sue Ying to lose 5kg by the end of the holidays.
2) Found a job at Cathay Cineleisure [Orchard]
3) Worked for 3 days at Cathay Cineleisure [Orchard]
4) and QUITTED the job on the 4th day. [ZZZOMG WHY?!]
Reason being: I think that i could have found a better paying job and concentrate on what I can do, for eg. Teach music. and earn some bucks from this area.

During my 3 days of work at Cathay:
On the first day, me, jx, jj and jessica went for our training. There was this super duper long video on the various job scopes a customer service officer has to do and an overall view on how a cineplex works. We met this trainer, Andrew. The first thing i would like to comment is that, he is a very knowledgeable person with lots of experience. Whatever he says has a meaning behind it. For example, " When people are gossiping, do not try to join in the gossip and spread it around. But, you should just, sit back and enjoy the gossips, don't interfere."
After listening to such advice from an experienced person, i am starting to see issues and things from another perspective. And some how, i am able to see through people's characters too. My motto is, explore every possibility! who knows that smallest rock that has not been turned is the very truth and answer. Hm...some how, i feel like i am distancing myself from some people. I'm not sure if that is the way after sort of seeing through their motives? Or, is it just me?
Questions questions questions.... sigh. I guess i shall take each question one by a time.

Oh yeah. On the second day, there was nothing much to it other than just collecting money and printing out tickets for people at the Box Office.

On the third day, all of us were split into 3 groups with the other trainees. We started at 12pm. Firstly, i was deployed to the F&B section to work. I learnt how to make hotdogs, popcorn, fried chicken, potato wedges. Quite a lot of things to leanr there. Making the hotdogs was the hardest. The person in charge asked me to make 10 jumbo hotdogs at one go! gosh! Me and myself, making the hotdogs. My partner was inside the kitchen frying 64 pieces of chicken. i guess i can't complain. haha.
After which, it was around 3.20pm before my partner [Alvin] and i was sent up to the ushering point to do usher. ushering was fun too. it was one of the least taxing job.
by 5.45pm, i was asked to go for a break. mind you! i had nothing for breakfast and lunch! i was starving! i had subway for my breakfast,lunch and dinner combined into 1.
geee....

thats all for my job for the 3 days. right now, i am still awaiting application to teach music at primary schools. If all else fails, then i shall concentrate on losing weight through out the whole holidays and lose more than 5 kg! my aim is: WEAR SIZE 29 PANTS.

TOODLES!
Bryant...

this is the final lap! 1B02 people, lets all chiong together and conquer all the remaining assignments! and then we can take care of our neglected health.

Let's play hard and yet STUDY HARD for the FINAL EXAM. the FIRST AND LAST PAPER.
JIA YOU!!


Weihan.
da twista

gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,somehow the plan is always rearranged.

It’s so hard to say,
but I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.

I'm leaving today
Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,but at least for now,I gotta go my own way.

What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?

what about trust?

You know I never wanted to hurt you.

What about me?

What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I’ll miss you

...miss you.


So I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(why do you have to go)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(trying to understand)
but at least for now,
(I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(what about us?)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(try to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now,I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way,
I gotta go my own way...

I AM FUCKING FUCKED UP AND STRESSED AT THE MOMENT. I AM NOT GETTING ANY SHIT COOPERATION FROM THE PEOPLE. [YOU KNOW YOURSELF!] IS COOPERATING WITH ME SUCH A HARD THING TO DO? YOU DON'T COOPERATE YOU MAKE THINGS HARDER FOR ME TO DO. NEED ME TO CALL U INDIVIDUALLY ISSIT. BLOODY HELL DO WHAT I SAY CAN! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..................


FUCKED OFF.
BRYANT