Dear friend,

i am so sorry to hear of the loss of someone close to you.

Although i do not really know how you are feeling right now, i am sure it really hurts and pains your heart to find this close one's presence is missing from your life. 

It hurts. Really hurts. 

As tears crawl down your cheeks unknowingly, please, don't stop them from flowing. 

The tears represent your feelings of loss, hurt and pain. Leaving behind the happy memories of the close one in your heart.

I am dedicating this song on my blog to you.

Please do stay strong and remain cheery. We, your classmates and friends will always be here to give you a helping hand if you require. We will give you emotional support. Friends. =)

Here is the translated lyrics of the song.

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...

手紙 ～拝啓 十五の君へ～

アンジェラ�アキ

拝啓　この手紙読んでいるあなたは　どこで何をしているのだろう
十五の僕には誰にも話せない　悩みの種があるのです

未来の自分に宛てて書く手紙なら
きっと素直に打ち明けられるだろう
今　負けそうで　泣きそうで　消えてしまいそうな僕は
誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの？
ひとつしかないこの胸が何度もばらばらに割れて
苦しい中で今を生きている
今を生きている



拝啓　ありがとう　十五のあなたに伝えたい事があるのです

自分とは何でどこへ向かうべきか　問い続ければ見えてくる
荒れた青春の海は厳しいけれど
明日の岸辺へと　夢の舟よ進め
今　負けないで　泣かないで　消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
大人の僕も傷ついて眠れない夜はあるけど
苦くて甘い今を生きている

人生の全てに意味があるから　恐れずにあなたの夢を育てて
La La La Keep on beliving


負けそうで　泣きそうで　消えてしまいそうな僕は
誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの？

ああ　負けないで　泣かないで　消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
いつの時代も悲しみを避けては通れないけれど
笑顔を見せて　今を生きていこう
今を生きていこう

拝啓　この手紙読んでいるあなたが
幸せな事を願います

i wish happiness and good health to you, my friend.

Condolences,

Weihan

Hey! haha. I really do update once in a month. haha. 

I've been super busy with projects this whole month of january nearly 7 or more assignments to hand up in a month? [ i don't know the exact number of assignments but i swear that we have more than 16 assignments to hand in this semester]

Exams are coming, my first paper is on the 20th and last is on the 23rd. I better take good care of my health, else, my studies would be really affected.

Through the last month, January, i have realized, when you are too kind, not firm enough, too soft on people, with a hard to anger up character and maybe sometimes an airhead, people really take things to the extreme and push you to the end of the cliff with nowhere to go but to surrender to them. You've got to admit it, this is reality. If the world was void of people who take advantage of kind and compassionate people, will there still be a need for prisons? 

also, when has it ever been a nice thing to gossip behind people's backs? Again, from experience, it is never right to talk bad things behind people's backs. I know, it might be a good topic to start off a conversation. We should always ask ourselves, whatever gossips that i am sharing with my friend about person X, can i repeat the exact same thing i have said to my friend to person X (face to face)? If you can't do it, then don't say it.

A proposed solution:
1) make time to meet up with person X, if you feel that person X has done something which you might not like and find out the reason why person X did so, rather than jumping to conclusions.

2) Be straight forward with person X. Don't leave things to later as it might sour the friendship even more.

Some stuffs that have happened to me:

i had 3 sore eye incidents. due to the contact lenses which i bought from school. Brandn name : "Definition". if you're using it and feeling any discomfort, please stop wearing it and change to a reliable brand. 

Here's a picture of what happened to my right eye.

earlier today, i went to the optician and he check my eyes. I was told that i had eye lid infection which could have spread to my eyeball.

Here's just a short update, when my exams are over, i'll update again. 

anyway, here's something to my close friends. 

Play back the music on my blog and read it. =)

The Rain

People...

come and go.

As they step in and out of our lives,

they leave footprints of themselves behind in our hearts.

Sometimes, our hearts might be crushed by the weight of these footprints;

leaving unerasable markings on heart. 

Delusioned and lost,

pained by the footsteps that were once on him,

the heart is left alone in the dark.

Shrouded in darkness;

he lies down and cries.

Feeling accused, hated,

and unmotivated,

he forgets who he once was.

Droplets of rain start peltering on his face,

washing away his tears of sadness.

Feeling better,

he sets off to find the source of light to lead him back to who he was;

the cheerful and optimistic heart.

However faint the light is,

determination as his only friend,

he perserveres on.

Never giving up on the hope of light,

fragments of memories of his virtuous friends return.

Piecing up the blurred vision of his memories,

he realizes how he forgot about the people who cared for him;

while he was groping in the darkness.

Radiant light seeps into the darkness,

gradually conquering it.

The light shines gently on him.

Leaving behind him, a shadow of his past.

Given a choice,

stepping out of his past,

he embraces the light,

moves towards it and looks towards to new horizon.

Regards,

Bryant.